I hate the phrase "work in the progress" but I guess that is the real state of my current life. In the truest sense of the word, I am still struggling to achieve the perfect idea of me inside my head. In a parallel universe, I know that that ideal self already exists. However, in reality I am light years away from that state of ideal existence. So in the meantime I trudge on, I settle for words that doesn't quite capture what is really in my soul and in my heart, for the lack of craft. But I will go on, persevere in the hope that one day that magical moment will come--when my parallel universe becomes my present one.